I sooooo appreciated the out pour of comments to my post from yesterday. I loved hearing from some new people....I hope you continue to comment. And those of you who are "regulars" also took time to lend an ear (keyboard???).
I read ever comment....multiple times. I was totally expecting the debate between quit now (with no formal job) vs quit later. And internally I have flipped flopped so much that I deserve a spot on the US Gymnastics team (although I don't think I would be as cute in the leotard). I am still not 100% sure which way I am going, for all the reasons you have all brought up.....debt, family, being true to yourself and confident. My higher council (my BFF) is flying here in.....10 hrs!!! So I am sure we will hash it out....
I really appreciate that just about everyone agreed it is time to move on.....it isn't going to get better. It just comes down to timing. And ain't timing always at the heart of things???
I also appreciate that nothing was nasty. I am (really....I am) ok with difference of opinion. Personal attacks, no. But no one attacked, and thank you for that.
A few of you reached out to me in e-mail....and thank you for that too. I love e-mail. :)
Today is a new day, and while I am dreading going to work....I am holding on to being off tomorrow with my friend and taking a few more days to weigh all my options....and see where the wind blows (which apparently is blowing West at 14 mph).
I do have some updates to share soon....the electric bill stuff, a few other small changes. But today....I deal with work....I get ready for BFF...and I am on day 5 of medication and am back to 85% wellness.