What do I want for my Birthday and Mother's Day?
Why do I dread this? Because the answer is....I have no idea.
In the past, my birthday and Mother's Day have been less than stellar. This year is going to be touch and go. I have a family member who is terminally ill, and it is just a matter of time. At this rate, there is a good chance that the funeral could actually end up ON my birthday. Of course, if that happens...anything we were going to do for my birthday will be postponed.
However, if my parents don't at least tell me Happy Birthday, I will be miffed.
But back to "what do I want." This is such a loaded question. I have a problem with stuff for ME. For the house....no problem. I have one thing in mind, but it really is more of something I have to do myself, and since my parents usually give me money....I had planned on using that money to pick out my item.
But G-man....he needs more concrete items. Like....here is the exact link to what I want.
There are things that I would like, but they really aren't for ME. Books (that G-man will read also)...while I love them, I am having a hard time concentrating on it, so right now, that isn't what I would like. Jewelry....nothing I really want (or at least not now....future stuff....but not now). Clothes? Meh. I am not happy with my body, so no matter what I put on, I hate it.
I am not a big soap/lotion girl. No one to do a "spa" day with. And if I say I would like a day to myself, that typically turns into a disaster.
So far, I came up with a suncatcher for my car, and a gazing ball for the garden.
Help me think....I am not trying to sound all "give me, give me" here. But unless I come up with something, he is left to his own thoughts....and trust me....from past experience....that is a recipe for disappointment (even though I really don't have a right to be disappointed).
From what you "know" of me....what do you think?