What do I want to do?
I want to sit outside and read a book.
I want to make cute little pumpkins for fall.
I want to get really organized for PTA stuff this year.
I want to window shop to redecorate the living room.
I want to start the renovation on Bossy's room.
I want to work in the garden.
But instead.....I dropped the kids off at camp, will work all day, take Bossy to OT. Come home and fix dinner, throw a load of laundry in. Clean the cat box. Attempt to clear out some junk from my kitchen. At some point I have PTA stuff that I have to do.
I started making my to-do list, and I got tired. It all seems like it needs to be NOW. It is a little overwhelming....but at the same time, when you cross stuff off your list....it is so exhilarating!!!