G-man blew it big time yesterday. It is related to our failed move attempt. Due to a careless error. One that he should have checked. He should have had that job in the bag, and he blew it. OK, before you guys all say "mistakes happen" there is way more to the story than I am sharing, and this we have a long standing history of problems in this area.
Beyond my marital woes, I have no idea what to do with this anger. My two vices....food, and buying stuff. Well, if I am going to spend $43 a month on Weight Watchers, going and gorging myself on food won't help. And buying a bunch of junk I don't want or need, then feeling guilty about it later.....yeah, that isn't going to help either.
My friends live out of state....so no going out for coffee and calming down with a friend. I am still having problems getting my tushie in gear to exercise.
Not a drinker. Not a smoker.
I am running out of ideas. GRRR. I am so angry!!!! And don't have a vice to let it loose on. I am hoping writing all of this helps. Or else I will end up giving in somewhere, and feeling bad about it later.